{"id":11109,"date":"2021-10-15T11:48:14","date_gmt":"2021-10-15T11:48:14","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/gaisan.com\/blogs\/?p=11109"},"modified":"2021-10-15T11:56:12","modified_gmt":"2021-10-15T11:56:12","slug":"this-blog-still-exists-maybe","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/gaisan.com\/blogs\/?p=11109","title":{"rendered":"This Blog Still Exists (maybe)"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Doing some web work this morning and realised I had such a thing as a Blog that I used to care about, while attempting faux nonchalance if anyone criticised it. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Like anyone else, I don&#8217;t necessarily agree with everything I&#8217;ve written in the past but I appreciate that there was a discipline to writing long-form versus Tweeting, which is pretty much the only outlet I use now to put thoughts in the public sphere. The discipline produced some pieces I&#8217;m proud of and some rants I look back at with wonder. Like many others, I wrote to make sense of the world and to connect with others who might share my views or kindly steer me in other directions. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Perhaps I&#8217;ll return to this blog more regularly some day but life has moved on and so have I. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The most important thing I achieved with this blog was communicating my thoughts in the early days of my relationship with my other ~0.5 for the last 17 years, at a time when I needed the written form to do so. She used to say, <\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\"><p><em>&#8220;There are 2 yous, the one who speaks &amp; writes with great defiant passion and the awkward one who will struggle to communicate and wonder why the world is so harsh&#8221; <\/em><\/p><\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p>Thankfully she loved both of them &amp; still does apparently. Over time, I&#8217;ve integrated the 2 more successfully, with her help. This blog helped me do that, a form of therapy perhaps. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Doing some web work this morning and realised I had such a thing as a Blog that I used to care about, while attempting faux nonchalance if anyone criticised it. Like anyone else, I don&#8217;t necessarily agree with everything I&#8217;ve written in the past but I appreciate that there was a discipline to writing long-form [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/gaisan.com\/blogs\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11109"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/gaisan.com\/blogs\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/gaisan.com\/blogs\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/gaisan.com\/blogs\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/gaisan.com\/blogs\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=11109"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"http:\/\/gaisan.com\/blogs\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11109\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":11113,"href":"http:\/\/gaisan.com\/blogs\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11109\/revisions\/11113"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/gaisan.com\/blogs\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=11109"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/gaisan.com\/blogs\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=11109"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/gaisan.com\/blogs\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=11109"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}